I might look like a fool to you , but at least i know i did all that because i love you .
Wow , hi . i'm finally back to post again & i'm sorry for not updating for so long , was quite busy recently . so , school life was alright for me , but i guess my motivations are all gone again . damn it , i'm gonna search it back ! :/ but i passed my E-Maths test for the first entire time , 19/30 , i know this result wasn't that good for most people , but still , i improved . step by step slowly & i believe i can get a better results <: not much to elaborate about school life , it's the same routine everyday . hmm..many things happened , & seriously thanks to all those wonderful friends around me that cheer me up all the while yeah ♥ , especially to Joey & Jianquan ! ♥ , well , i'm not that weak , i won't be bring down by such things so easily , no matter what happens , life wil still continue & not stop . it's no point if i'm not moving on , i'm already contented of what i'm having now . i don't deny the fact that i'm sad , at least i have feelings , i'm not people who just take everything so lightly , have or not it doesn't matters to them , nvm . it's a new month , just hope everything turns out to be btr . umm..not much to update already , argh ! shall go & do my things alr , bye people <:
To -insert name- : i know you won't be reading all this , but my intention was just to write down all my feelings . those 14 days , thanks for every single things you did for me & i really put in all my efforts alr . frankly speaking , i alr knew that everything wil end on that day , but i didn't realized that i would find out so much things about you , all your true colours . i don't blame you but myself . i guess you're already used to treat all people in this way . you're always right & others is wrong , even till the end , you stil pushes all your blames on me & thinks that you are right , no one is able to change your opinion , it's your choice , i done my best . each time i talk nicely to you , we ended up quarreling .. what do you know about love when you don't even cherish people around you , taking them for granted . yeah , i can't go the way you wants , hence , we ended . i know which path to choose , i don't have to make myself so tired . i asked myself if i hate you & idk..but i know myself that i did my best & done everything i could to mend all this , it's enough . you expect me to change for you , why not you accepting me for who i'm ? all this is not abt mature , but how you treat things around you , i hope you wil stay happy . don't keep have those negative thoughts , life were nvr perfect for anyone . umm..