& I wonder if you still care about me , now .

you said you won't be like him , but why now , i felt like as though history was repeating . . .

Hello , i'm back to update a short update . i'm seriously in a damn bad mood this few days . finished my O level Chinese Listening Comprehension tdy , it's fine :> , definitely 1000x times better than the O.R.A.L :/ lets hope this will pull my marks up , umm..i don't deny the fact that i'm distracted this two days , i'm not gonna elaborate about it , if you saw my post , you would know the reason , but i don't think you will even enter here :/ i'm just saying my feelings out & you won't get piss off since i didn't tell you directly. . .

yes , i care , ALOT . did you even know ?  when i saw all those status ,the very first question i had was...who was it referring to ? or was it...? & i really mind so much about it . i really wanted to know this answer so much , be it a revenge or what , you won . i know i'm at fault to piss you off that day , but the fact that i'm just trying to know your reaction , i didn't know you will get so work up about it . 

i only wanted you to care at least a little & show it out only , in the end , gosh , what happened .

have you ever experience the feeling where you spam someone just because you're afraid that 

he might be angry of you just because of something you did that you thought was small ? YES , i feel 

that way that's why i spam . i didn't know this makes you even more irritated by me . i scolded someone before for concerning about the girl who's angry about him for spamming her because he's so worry about her & now , i'm doing the same thing nw -_-" . i tried every ways i can & could to just make you don't get angry , i explained everything to you but it doesn't seems to work at all , you know that you're more important , didn't i not said that umpteen time ? your temper just "BOMB" unknowingly everytime . serious , i didn't changed , i'm just learning to give in & to stop all quarreling . i gave in alot seriously even till the extend that Joey thinks i'm stupid or what when you simply ignore everything . everytime i 

asked you what happen the answer would always be : nth . maybe you won't even care whether i care 

or not . i really dk , i miss the times where we were fine . who am i to you now , i really wonder . how i wish your temper would be better x100 :X i don't like the feeling of being pushed a.w.a.y seriously . 

have you ever put yourself in my shoes & just understand abit of how i'm feeling if you were me now ?